I think it's because I've been there before that it didn't quite work out.
Don't get me wrong. Cedric was just as nice about things as he could be, a really considerate flatmate.
But I went back expecting things to be like they were before, but they're not. I had to change so much to escape from Carrow, that going back felt as if...as if I were trying to go back to fit back into a shoe I'd outgrown.
I wanted to be useful. But I think Ron felt he was getting more out of working with Professor Brutka--Dumbledore--than me. And Mr Snape had others to help him who are much better brewers than me. Like Hermione.
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Date: 2014-06-06 04:05 am (UTC)Don't get me wrong. Cedric was just as nice about things as he could be, a really considerate flatmate.
But I went back expecting things to be like they were before, but they're not. I had to change so much to escape from Carrow, that going back felt as if...as if I were trying to go back to fit back into a shoe I'd outgrown.
I wanted to be useful. But I think Ron felt he was getting more out of working with Professor Brutka--Dumbledore--than me. And Mr Snape had others to help him who are much better brewers than me. Like Hermione.